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wow.
i have had about five other journals on this website, dated back from 2002. managed to read every single post on every single journal, and i am completely baffled by how much of an idiot i was. hell, i'm still the same idiot, just...different. i don't have the audacity to say that i'm any better than what I used to be, or any smarter. definitely wiser. those old, infinite feelings don't die, i guess.
the other day coming back to work from my lunch hour, there was a lawn-mowing service truck that had two whiteboards with "life's sayings", i guess you would call them. Usually I would roll my eyes at that sort of thing, but they weren't your average, "How's my driving? Call 1800-eat-shit" or some jesus-praising propaganda. One said,
You are what you cannot let go of,
and the other said,
Life is sweet Death is bitter That's the deal
For some reason, maybe it was my mood that day-whatever. But for some reason this struck and its whiteboards with cheesy mottos on them struck my fancy. I busted out the Holga, incidentally the only camera nearest to me (amongst the five in my car, jesus christ) i instantly knew i wasn't going to get a clear shot of this truck, particularly the whiteboards, and of course, all that came out on the polaroid was the truck itself and two whiteboards with seemingly nothing written on it.
I see that this post is driving towards pointlessness, so I'll end it now
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[25 May 2004|12:04pm] |
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IHATEYOU
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new journal.
__heartthrob .
as always, friends only.
assuming you still want to be my friend, people on this journal whom are on my list will be on the new journal.
see you there. <3
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[01 Apr 2004|09:29am] |
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i wish he really wanted me.
i'm sure he doesn't.
i wish anyone wanted me.
no one ever could.

friends.only.
give me a reason why you should be added.
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